That evening Sinda thought she heard the drums
and hobbled from her cabin to the yard.
The quarters now were lonely-still in willow dusk
after the morning's ragged jubilo,
when laughing crying singing the folks went off
with Marse Lincum's soldier boys.
But Sinda hiding would not follow them: those
Buckras with their ornery
funning, cussed commands, oh they were not
the hosts the dream had promised her.
and hope when these few lines reches your hand they will fine you well. I
am tired some but it is war you know and ole jeff Davis muss be ketch an
hung to a sour apple tree like it says in the song I seen some akshun but
that is what i listed for not to see the sights ha ha More of our peeples
coming every day the Kernul calls them contrybans and has them work aroun
the Camp and learning to be soljurs. How is the wether home. Its warm this
evening but theres been lots of rain
How many times the dream had come to herb
more vision than a dream--
the greta big soldiers marching out of gunburst,
their faces those of Cal and Joe
and Charlie sold to the ricefields oh sold away
a-many and a-many a long year ago.
Fevered, gasping, Sinda listened, knew this was
the ending of her dream and prayed
that death, grown fretful and impatient, nagging her,
would wait a little longer, would let her see.
and we been marching sleeping too in cold rain and mirey mud a heap a
times. Tell Mama Thanks for The Bible an not worry so. Did brother fix the
roof yet like he promised? this mus of been a real nice place be-for the
fighting uglied it all up the judas tree is blossomed out so pretty same as
if this hurt and truble wasnt going on. Almos like something you mite dream
about i take it for a sign The Lord remembers Us Theres talk we will be
moving into Battle very soon agin
Trembling tottering Hep me Jesus Sinda crossed
the wavering yard, reached
a redbud tree in bloom, could go no farther, clung
to the bole and clinging fell
to her knees. She tried to stand, could not so much
as lift her head, tried to hold
the bannering sounds, heard only the whippoorwills
in tenuous moonlight; struggled to rise
and made her way to the road to welcome Joe and Cal
and Charlie, fought with brittle strength to rise.
So pray for me that if the Bullit with my name rote on it get me it will
not get me in retreet i do not think them kine of thots so much no need in
Dying till you die I all ways rigger, course if the hardtack and the
bullybeef do not kill me nuthing can i guess. Tell Joe I hav shure seen me
some ficety gals down here in Dixieland & i mite jus go ahead an jump over
the broomstick with one and bring her home, well I muss close with Love to
all & hope to see you soon Yrs Cal.