The Beggar King and the Secret of Happiness

By Joel ben Izzy Algonquin Books of Chapel Hill 2003, $22.95

In lecture Six of The Varieties of Religious Experience, "The Sick Soul," William James quotes Robert Louis Stevenson: "There is indeed one element in human destiny that not blindness itself can controvert. Whatever else we are intended to do, we are not intended to succeed; failure is the fate allotted." James adds that "our nature being thus rooted in failure, is it any wonder that theologians should have held it to be essential, and thought that only through the personal experience of humiliation which it engenders the deeper sense of life's significance is reached?"

Failure is at the heart of first-time author Joel ben Izzy's The Beggar King and the Secret of Happiness, a memoir by a traveling storyteller who learns at the age of thirty-seven that he has thyroid cancer. In ben Izzy's narrative, he skillfully places his own failures in navigating through life with a life-threatening disease in the context of the failures of two other men--his father's failure to provide for his family and his mentor's failure to overcome depression.

Ben Izzy has much to add. Here, for example, is a Sufi tale that he cites

      "Oh, great sage, Nasrudin," said
   the eager student, "I must ask you a
   very important question, the answer
   to which we all seek: What is the
   secret to attaining happiness?"

      Nasrudin thought for a time,
   then responded. "The secret of
   happiness is good judgment."

      "Ah," said the student. "But how
   do we attain good judgment?

      "From experience," answered
   Nasrudin.

      "Yes," said the student. "But how
   do we attain experience?'

   "Bad judgment."

The hook of ben Izzy's story comes in the irony involved in one of the complications surrounding the disease. After successful surgery for his tumor, he loses his voice. He is told that he will never speak again. The quiet tragedy that unfolds is apparent as a man who makes a living as a professional storyteller can't even read a story to his two young children.

   At first Michela would forget.

   "Daddy tell a story! A Chelm
   story! Or the one about the lost
   horse! Or the Irish king story!"

   Then, Elijah would remind her.

   "No, Michaela. We don't want
   to hear a story, do we?" She'd
   shake her head in agreement.

His attempts to speak without properly working vocal cords lead him to a further sense of failure and humiliation. He walks around his house in a funk and spins himself back into the world of his cranky mentor.

Ben Izzy is funny, and one of his best jokes is a parable that captures this book's simple brilliance:

      A man goes to a tailor and gets
   fitted for a new suit. Two weeks
   later the man tries on the suit and
   it fits terribly.

      "One sleeve is too long and one
   is to short. The pants are tight
   here and baggy here," he says to
   the tailor.

      The tailor replies "The suit is
   fine, just hold your shoulder back
   like this and lean down like this
   and then put your left foot back
   like this... Perfect!"

      The man walks out on to the
   street, hobbling along awkwardly
   as the tailor had instructed him.
   Two women notice him.

      "My God I What happened to
   him?" one says.

      "I don't know," says the other,
   "but that's a great--looking suit!"

The suit that fits ben Izzy's twisting narrative is a series of fourteen folktales that he has selected. In them he imparts Zen, Hindu, Christian, and Muslim tales as well as the Jewish stories which are his native tongue. Between the tales, ben Izzy works wonders with his central paradox of a speechless storyteller-and while he keeps his narrative light, he generally avoids fluffy spiritual summations. Except for some of the scenes with his cigar smoking mentor that have a Tuesdays with Motile feel, the interactions he has with his family are genuine and moving. Particularly moving are the moments when he communicates with his mother via an eraser board:

      "Why so quiet?" she asked again.
   "You haven't said a thing since yon
   got here."

      Again I took out my eraser board
   and wrote, "I lost my voice."

      A puzzled look appeared on her
   face. "You have laryngitis?"

      I shook my head. "Cancer," I
   wrote.

You feel for his desperation, and hope for some redemption. So how does ben Izzy pick himself up from the failure of his vocal cords and fear of an early grave to attain "a deeper sense of life's significance?"

Though ben Izzy briefly mentions a desire to hear God's voice, this book is marked by an absence of theological quest or questioning during a time of illness. The problem of evil, which so riddles Reynolds Price's meditations on cancer in his work Letter to a Man in the Fire, is absent here. Nor does ben Izzy join forces with the demonic and go Vegas--either the Fear and Loathing or Leaving Las Vegas variety that makes for a tasty parable of self-destruction. Rather, ben Izzy looks for "life's significance" in the folktales themselves.